Our jellybean

HI! I'm Kelli (20). My husband is Branden (25). We were married in November 2011. Trying to conceive since July 2011. we got our bfp in April 2012! Which means were due December 31st, New years eve! We live in Cincinnati, have 4 cats and 2 dogs.

My night has been made.

Mothersoulshine is following ME!! OMGZ

I need some awesome .gif to express this emotion.

growing-iris-or-isaac replied to your post: Hyperemesis gravidarum
My sister had this. She only weight 88 lbs when she got pregnant so she ended up being in the hospital almost her whole pregnancy. Sending good thoughts you way! I know it’s hard!

Luckily for me I guess that I can afford to lose some weight. I weighed 210 going in and I’m not going to start getting too scared unless I fall below 170. I’m honestly scared that in the end they are going to force me to stay in the hospital. I’m already there once or twice a week as it is.. It is nice when I find out that I’m not alone and that others have overcome it because NO ONE I know has even heard of it and they seem to think I’m just being a baby about my morning sickness.

Hyperemesis gravidarum

I was diagnosed with this “disease” last Monday. Some will try to tell you its morning sickness. ITS NOT. It is far more than morning sickness. An average day for me:

9am-wake up vomitting

10am-vomit

11am-vomit

12-1pm-sleep

2pm=vomit

3pm-vomit

4pm-vomit

5-6pm-sleep

7pm-vomit

8pm-vomit

9pm-vomit

10pm-sleep

Literally at least once an hour. And for 45 minutes of that hour I feel like I’m going to vomit.

Since I was 5 weeks pregnant until now(9 weeks) I have lost at least 20 pounds(I say at least because I haven’t been weighed in a week). Its not morning sickness. It is only suppose to affect 2% of woman. It leaves me dehydrated(I’ve been in the er twice for ivs, hospitalized once and almost hospitalized Friday again). I can’t keep the pill for zofran down so tuesday I call my doctor about being put on a zofran pump. 

I’m scared. I’m terrified this is hurting my baby. I had never spent the night in the hospital and that scared me. I’ve never had so many ivs and they leave bruises everywhere. I’m so scared to have this pump put in because I keep being told its a surgery and I’ve NEVER had one. 

I worked so HARD to bring this child into my life. Waited so long. Cried so much. Now I’m STILL fighting to keep this child.

Gonna do this thing because I dont talk about my pregnancy much

How far along?: 9 weeks as of tomorrow

Total weight gain:  Negative 20 pounds. No gain.

Maternity clothes?: I wish. I’m living in sweats because I cant stand the tight feeling in my stomach.

Sleep: HA! Since week 5 I’ve been getting up all night. Not to pee, just to be up. Its worse now with the vomiting.

Best moment this week: Not being deathly ill this weekend? Only throwing up twice a day.

Miss Anything?: Sleep, Work, Vanilla iced coffee, being able to enjoy food. Not feeling sick.

Movement: None

Food cravings: Nothing. Ever, 

Anything making you queasy or sick: EVERYTHING. All food, all movements, any smells weather good or bad.

Labor Signs: none

Symptoms: Vomiting, very sore boobies, nausea,back pain,acne

Belly Button in or out?:  In

Happy or Moody most of the time: Moody. I feel too sick too often to be happy.

Looking forward to:  My fetal echo, where we hear the heartbeat this week, and HOPEFULLY getting out of my first trimester so my hyperemsis will go away.

The doctor gave me zofran to help me stop throwing up.

The zofran causes me to throw up.

Ugh… I must keep reminding myself how badly I wanted this child. I believe I’m on vomit number 8 for just today with no signs of it slowing down…

I wish I could still work.

I wish I wasn’t so sick.

I wish our bills weren’t piling up.

I wish we could get help.

I wish I could abandon this sinking ship that is my life…..

Er

So I go to my prenatal appointment and pee in a cup at 9am this morning.

My keytones were SO bad they cancelled my appointment and rushed to admit me into the hospital. I’m staying over night for the first time in my life. I’ve had non stop iv and its now 5am and I’m just beginning to feel better. It scares me that I was that bad and didn’t know it. It’s just, how could I? Everyone keeps saying my nausea and vomitting is normal. But apparently I have Hyperemisis and will probably have to have an iv once a week until at least 14 weeks, I’m only 8.

I’m just happy that my ob said its not going to hurt the baby.

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goddamnyourebeautiful:

thedandyunderworld:

Taking place in England the owners of the yard slowly kept adding sections to the contraption so when the squirrel learned one section and got the nuts, they’d add another section. It took over 2 weeks to get to the final product you see in the video.

This squirrel is serious about some nuts

(via julietew)

This is my very first mothers day gift! It’s suppose to be an abstract mother holding her baby. My husband is the best.

We also got to spend the whole day together. This is super rare as he works fulltime, goes to school fulltime,and does 40 hours of clinicals a week. We watched iron man1 and 2, and Thor. I’m one happy lady.

Plus, jellybean was having a great day which meant this mommy got to eat! Ice cream, ginger ale, and garlic bread(which I’ve been craving horribly).

This is my very first mothers day gift! It’s suppose to be an abstract mother holding her baby. My husband is the best.

We also got to spend the whole day together. This is super rare as he works fulltime, goes to school fulltime,and does 40 hours of clinicals a week. We watched iron man1 and 2, and Thor. I’m one happy lady.

Plus, jellybean was having a great day which meant this mommy got to eat! Ice cream, ginger ale, and garlic bread(which I’ve been craving horribly).

Ultrasounds on Facebook

Opinons?

A friend of mine didn’t do them on Facebook and I LOVED that she didn’t. It made them more private.

But my husband wants to post them. And if he posts them, I might as well.

IN CELEBRATION OF NATIONAL MASTURBATION MONTH, DO ITTTTTT

  • Ask and I'll answer...
  • 1: Kitchen Counter, Couch, or on top of the dryer?
  • 2: Your last sexual encounter: Good or Bad and why:
  • 3: A fictional person that you think would be good in bed:
  • 4: Something that never fails to make you horny:
  • 5: Where is one place you would never have sex:
  • 6: The most awkward moment during a sexual experience was when ______________
  • 7: Weirdest thing that ever made you horny:
  • 8: What is the best way to sexually bind someone:
  • 9: Handcuffs, Rope, or Other [if other please explain]:
  • 10: What is the fastest way to make you horny:
  • 11: Top or bottom?
  • 12: We were about to ____________ but then ______________
  • 13: Would you ever take a sexual enhancement drug?
  • 14: Is one orgasm enough? Are multiple orgasms necessary?
  • 15: Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find:
  • 16: Weirdest nickname a significant other has ever called you:
  • 17: Two things you like [or dislike] about oral sex:
  • 18: Weirdest sexual act some has performed [or tried to perform] on/with you:
  • 19: Have you ever tasted yourself? [If no, would you?] [If yes, what did you think?]
  • 20: Is it ever okay to not use a condom:
  • 21: Who was the sexiest teacher you ever had?
  • 22: A food that you would like to use during a sexual experience:
  • 23: How big is too big (peniswise):
  • 24: One sexual thing you would never do:
  • 25: Biggest turn on:
  • 26: Three spots that drive you insane:
  • 27: Worst possible time to get horny:
  • 28: Do you like it when your sexual partner moans:
  • 29: Worst sexual idea you ever had:
  • 30: How much fapping is too much fapping:
  • 31: Best sexual complement you ever got:
  • 32: Bald, landing strip, Jumanji:
  • 33: Is it good sex if you don’t nut:
  • 34: Fill in the blanks: "If they ____________, we are fuckin"
  • 35: What your favorite part of your body:
  • 36: Favorite foreplay activities:
  • 37: Love (>,<, or =) Sex For those of us who don’t remember our math thats “greater than, less than, or equal to]
  • 38: What do you wear to bed?
  • 39: When was the first time you masturbated:
  • 40: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself?
  • 41: Have you ever/when was the last time you had sex outside?
  • 42: Have/would you ever have sex outside?
  • 43: Have/would you ever had a threesome?
  • 44: What is one random object you’ve used to masturbate?
  • 45: Have/would you ever masturbate at work?
  • 46: Have/would you ever have sex on a plane?
  • 47: What is one song you’d like to have sex to?
  • 48: What is something nonsexual that makes you horny?
  • 49: Most attractive celebrity?
  • 50: Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? why/why not?
  • 51: If a child was born on the occasion of the last time you had sex, how old would that child be right now
  • 52: Has anyone ever posted nude pictures of you online?
  • 53: What is one thing that NEVER makes you horny?
  • 54: Do you have stretch marks?
  • 55: How do you feel about your stretch marks?
  • 56: Has anyone ever had a problem with your stretch marks?
  • 57: Do you like giving head? (why/why not)
  • 58: How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in?
  • 59: How would you feel about taking someones virginity?
  • 60: Is there any food you would NOT recommend using during a sexual encounter?
  • 61: Is there anything you do on tumblr that you would not like your significant other to see?
  • 62: Do you own any sex toys? (what is it? (how long have you had it?)
  • 63: Would you give your significant other unrestricted access to your Tumblr for a day?
  • 64: Would you be offended if your significant other suggested you get plastic surgery?
  • 65: Would you rather be a pornstar or a prostitute?
  • 66: Do you watch porn?
  • 67: How small is too small?
  • 68: Have you ever been called a freak? Why?
  • 69: Who gave you your last kiss? Did it mean anything?
  • 70: Would you switch phones with your significant other for a day?
  • 71: Do you feel comfortable going "commando"?
  • 72: Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn't shaved their pubic hair?
  • 73: If you could give yourself head, would you?
  • 74: Booty or Boobs?
  • 75: If you had a penis, what would you name it?
  • 76: Have you ever been on an official date?
  • 77: Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?)
  • 78: If you were a stripper, what would your name be?
  • 79: Have you ever had sex in your parents bed? (Would you?)
  • 80: How would you react if you found out your parents had sex in your bed?
  • 81: What was your reaction the first time you saw a penis/vagina
Baby picture for a future son.

Baby picture for a future son.

(Source: wishing-on-wishes, via contagiouscognations)

Jellybean update!

So I had my ultrasound today!

Heartbeat 128.

Due date changed to December 31st, new years eve.

A huge scare

I kept throwing up all day monday and tuesday morning. So I went to the doctor for dehydration because I know if i’m not keeping anything down, then baby isn’t getting any nutrients. 

I was dehydrated so they gave me fluids but then for some reason was concerned about my cramps. They did bloodwork and an ultrasound. The doctor comes back and says to be prepared for a DNC that the hcg says the baby is 7 weeks but the growth is only 5. She sends me to my ob on wednesday.

Wednesday the ob says she thinks were fine that the baby should only BE 5 weeks not 7 and is therefore on track. 

I did repeat bloodwork today and have another ultrasound tuesday.

Jellybean is okay for now.